This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know, 
you know, you know
 
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me 
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if 
I don’t see you anymore
 
On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know, 
you know, you know
 
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me 
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if 
I don’t see you anymore
 
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know 
 
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and 
never let me go

i heard this in the radio. its "Far Away" by Nickelback

My Christmas List:

1. Brownman Revival CD
2. Superman shirt
3. Jersey Ball
4. Rob Thomas CD
5. To Go Back My Hometown
6. The Pen That My Brother Has
7. My Own Computer
8. Chuck Taylor
9. Fort Minor CD
10. ...happiness

LIFE SUCKS...big time. it sucks when people offend you when they don't even know you. how they take advantage in what they have, not thinking about others. sucks. people continue hurting other people even though they don't know them.
hate it...

life is like a piece of garbage. its full of molds at times, like problems occuring in one's life. flies surrounding it, like people worsening [?] or trying to "help". it has its ups and downs, like it could be used again (..the UP) or, just be garbage (...the DOWN. the thought of it as garbage really can be chosen as a description to what LIFE really is. that is how i see my life, as a piece of garbage waiting to be used and renewed. but i doubt that would ever happen...for i am, what you call a "negative" person (can't remember the word). i am just a lonely person with no purpose in the world. sad, i know. i am like a person...who is left out of other peoples worlds. its like, the world is a story book, filled with stories and happy endings where, i am not included. left out, thats me. i'm like the UGLY duckling...but the difference between the two of us is that i'll never have a happy ending.

but even though THESE things happen to me, i shall just continue to pursue my OWN dreams and try to live, somewhat, a "normal" life.

this is sooo true.

boring talaga ng buhay. wala magawa, vacation na vacation stuck at home pa. can't go out til i know every single detail so that my parents wouldn't worry about me. anyways...yeah. something is going through my head. don't know what to decide. should i..should i not? don't really know.

gah!!! don't know what to do...someone please help me.

if only...kung sana lang. basta...i still have time, or i think i do. onti na lang ata. i really don't know. oh well.

thats how the cookie crumbles i guess. such random thoughts going to my mind while i sit on this chair infront of the computer. while my hands are typing as if playing the piano, my favorite piece, Minuet in G. weird random thoughts going through my mind...problems can't solve and curiosity of the near future. wow.

end.

Ipinangako ko sa labi ng aking sumakabilang buhay na ina na paliligayahin kita. Nagpapasalamat ako na nagkaroon ako ng pagkakataong makita kang muli ngunit di lang ito ang dahilan sa pagpunta ko. Marahil di na tayo magkita pag umalis ako ngayon kung kaya’t nais kong sumama ka sa akin sa aking paglikas sa bansang ito. <--- i have to say this freakin line!

its so freakin long...and may kadugtong pa yan! BADTRRIIIP!!!